I Wish

Feel like a jerk
bragging
and smiling
depression is kinder to people
they can never be jealous
if you're unhappy
why is being human so crazy?
I'd rather be a leaf
just a piece of life
Not a whole life
I wish I was an atom
So I wouldn't have to think
or feel
I wish I was the queen of inertia
so I would just observe
If at all
Never have to say I affected this or that
just blameless
forever