Parenting Sucks

I wanted you
And I still do
Don't get me wrong
But it's hard sometimes
knowing what to do
I'm sorry
and I don't know what I'm sorry for
I just want you to be happy
I just want you to be healthy
I just want you to be safe
I just want you to be treated right
I just want you to live up to your potential
I just want you to be nice
I just want you to be glad to be alive
I just want you to...
Just?
That's a lot
My intentions are good
Most of the time
I sometimes wish I was a soccer mom
They're so self-assured
So responsible
So dependable
So normal
Oh well
I try to be do the right thing
Most of the time
I'm human
That's my fault